Unofficially single!

hi readers,

arini kene bangun awal sbb kne duty tuk sukma kt KUIM..mengantok giler kot sbb smlm blk lmbt games abes lmbt..rse mcm malas jek nk bangun pagi td..tp kerana SYMP diturutkan juga mate ni tuk buka..huhu..

skg ni aku rse aku single kot tp unofficially la..last 2/3 weeks lepas aku de gado2 ngn bf aku thru sms..so aku dh fed up ngn perangai die yg x pernah berubah tu..dok menggatal jek ngn pmpn lain..adeh..bnyk kali dh aku maafkan die..FYI sepanjang almost 4 years aku ngn die, dh bynk kali die curang ngn aku..aku bole maafkan die ape yg di dh buat kt aku slame nih..tp like ppl said, u can forgive but you'll never forget...so that\s wut happening to me rite now..disebabkan aku x pernah luper ape yg die dh buat so bile dh smpi tahap yg ko dh xle nk maafkan..hurmm..paham2 la kn..smpi aku dh rse ilang syg kt die yg ade skg rse grudge ann marah..sgt222!!!...

tp aku rse tersepit sbb mcm x sesuai je mase aku nk break up nih..something happened to his dad so aku rse x smpi ati nk tglkan die..tp smpi ble aku nk hold on to him tp sbnr nyer aku dh xde perasaan syg kt die..yg tgl hanyalah perasaan kesian n simpati..i bet u know how it feels when someone still hold on to you but it's not because of love but it's symphaty...u know how pathetic it is rite? i don't want him to feel that way..it'll hurt him most..

so what should i do know?i'm so out of guts..i dont have the guts to tell him face to face..aarrghh i dunno wut to do...pls guys help me!!! Huh!

well gotta go since i've to start my duty now..i left the verdict in ur hands..huh....

-n-