Boorrriinngggg....!!!

hi uols,

just wanna say hi to the readers...

bye.

-n-

Unofficially single!

hi readers,

arini kene bangun awal sbb kne duty tuk sukma kt KUIM..mengantok giler kot sbb smlm blk lmbt games abes lmbt..rse mcm malas jek nk bangun pagi td..tp kerana SYMP diturutkan juga mate ni tuk buka..huhu..

skg ni aku rse aku single kot tp unofficially la..last 2/3 weeks lepas aku de gado2 ngn bf aku thru sms..so aku dh fed up ngn perangai die yg x pernah berubah tu..dok menggatal jek ngn pmpn lain..adeh..bnyk kali dh aku maafkan die..FYI sepanjang almost 4 years aku ngn die, dh bynk kali die curang ngn aku..aku bole maafkan die ape yg di dh buat kt aku slame nih..tp like ppl said, u can forgive but you'll never forget...so that\s wut happening to me rite now..disebabkan aku x pernah luper ape yg die dh buat so bile dh smpi tahap yg ko dh xle nk maafkan..hurmm..paham2 la kn..smpi aku dh rse ilang syg kt die yg ade skg rse grudge ann marah..sgt222!!!...

tp aku rse tersepit sbb mcm x sesuai je mase aku nk break up nih..something happened to his dad so aku rse x smpi ati nk tglkan die..tp smpi ble aku nk hold on to him tp sbnr nyer aku dh xde perasaan syg kt die..yg tgl hanyalah perasaan kesian n simpati..i bet u know how it feels when someone still hold on to you but it's not because of love but it's symphaty...u know how pathetic it is rite? i don't want him to feel that way..it'll hurt him most..

so what should i do know?i'm so out of guts..i dont have the guts to tell him face to face..aarrghh i dunno wut to do...pls guys help me!!! Huh!

well gotta go since i've to start my duty now..i left the verdict in ur hands..huh....

-n-

im in confuse mode ~~

hi there,

lame giler kn aku x update blog cikai ni..adela dkt setaun kot..huhu..bkn pe bz n luper pwd again..hehe..skg ni aku dh xkje kt AVP tp dh berkhidmat tuk negara...kje gomen la..heheh..
as a PPTM kt Pejabat Daerah & Tanah Alor Gajah, Melaka..ermm bz giler kot kje cni..ramai yg ckp klu kje gomen mmg rilek..tp kje aku ni xde mknenyer nk rilek2..nk kluar g bekfas pn xdapek...huhu..yg slalu rilek2 tu kerani bole la tp klu IT then duk kt daerah mmg xmenang tgn ok..baru la skg aku terase kje..heheh..
ermm mgu ni aku kursus di INSTUN, Perak tuk kursus JOOMLA! seronok blaja joomla ni tp fasi die lak xbesh..syok sendrik jek kt dpn..huhu..
k la mlm ni tersgt penat so nk tido awal la..nt klu x luper pwd aku lg aku update k..heheh..
daaa...